Really?

Ezekiel 3:4 And he said to me, “Son of man, go to the house of Israel and speak with my words to them. 5 For you are not sent to a people of foreign speech and a hard language, but to the house of Israel—6 not to many peoples of foreign speech and a hard language, whose words you cannot understand. Surely, if I sent you to such, they would listen to you. 7 But the house of Israel will not be willing to listen to you, for they are not willing to listen to me: because all the house of Israel have a hard forehead and a stubborn heart. 8 Behold, I have made your face as hard as their faces, and your forehead as hard as their foreheads. 9 Like emery harder than flint have I made your forehead. Fear them not, nor be dismayed at their looks, for they are a rebellious house.” 10 Moreover, he said to me, “Son of man, all my words that I shall speak to you receive in your heart, and hear with your ears. 11 And go to the exiles, to your people, and speak to them and say to them, ‘Thus says the Lord God,’ whether they hear or refuse to hear.”

These words have echoed for a while in my ears.  I thought for a long time that I would be sent overseas as a missionary but as time progressed I have been affirmed in the fact that now is not that time.  It may never be.  For today, however, these words ring true in my ears…

I have always had a stubborn streak…always wanted my way to be right.  Remember that I have stated MANY times that I need a good smacking over the head sometimes!  I’ve always wondered why exactly God made me this way…well I think I “get it” a little.

Fort Lauderdale is a picture of the “melting pot” called The United States of America.  Many nationalities, races, and cultures live and work here.  There are, of course, Americans but there is also a great mixture of the Earth’s faces here as well.  So I have been pondering this call to Ezekiel as my own.  In reality, God gave these verses to me to ponder.  Even though, this culture has many voices and surely I will come into contact with them, God Almighty has sent us to the hard-headed ones.  The ones that won’t just give up their own ways and follow.  I guess I know why he made me so stubborn too!  (Steve’s a little bit stubborn as well..HA!)

So, with that said, please start praying today that our “foreheads” will be “as hard as their foreheads.”  That as we face judgement, ridicule and refusals we will remember that we are not the ones they are refusing but the Lord who has called us according to HIS purposes.

Tools of the Trade

Shortly after we began this journey, I was sitting at the helm operating the boat when a thought struck me.  I would like to walk you through what I thought about.

There are several items that a Captain needs to successfully complete a voyage.  These items can be related to a spiritual item as well…

1.  The book of Charts – Charts give you all kinds of information.  How deep is the water?  How far until I turn?  Where can I dock for the night?  A chart is a must so that you don’t get yourself into trouble when trying to navigate the water.  I easily associated charts with the BIBLE.  The Bible gives us our instructions on how to live a life full of JESUS!

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Hebrews 4:12 
For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow;

it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.

2 Timothy 3:16-17 
All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness,

so that the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.

2.  The journal and pencils – You constantly take notes about the journey so that you don’t forget where you’ve been and important events that have taken place.  You can also keep up with your fuel usage and mileage.  A journal is not MANDATORY for a Christian HOWEVER I strongly encourage one.  I have kept one for a while now with notes I’ve taken during sermons, SS lessons, private daily time and prayer requests, etc.  It’s so much fun to see how God has moved over a period of time.

3.  Radio – I cannot tell you how many times we have radioed tugs with barges and other vessels during this trip.  We have called to make sure they know we are coming around the corner in a tight turn in the river.  We have talked to them to make sure what side of the boat they want us to pass on.  All kinds of communications go out over the radio.  The Coast Guard has called over the radio giving information necessary to  boat safely.  PRAYER is communication!  Prayer is KEY in finding out what God would have us to do and for us to be close to HIM and HIM close to us.  YOu wouldn’t dare get married and as soon as the ceremony was over say, “I’ll talk to you sometime…maybe tomorrow, maybe not…but I LOVE you!”    Do you think that would work?  I surely don’t!

1 Chronicles 16:11
Seek the LORD and his strength, seek his face continually.
Psalms 4:1
 Hear me when I call, O God of my righteousness: you have enlarged me when I was in distress; have mercy on me, and hear my prayer.
Psalms 145:18
The LORD is near to all them that call on him, to all that call on him in truth.
4.  Binoculars – Binoculars bring things into focus.  I was debating what tool they could represent and Steve suggested the Holy Spirit.  I agree completely.  The Holy Spirit is given as a guide to those who believe!  What a powerful tool to give peace that passes all understanding!
John 14:26
But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things,
and bring all things to your remembrance, whatever I have said to you.
Acts 1:8
But you shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come on you: and you shall be witnesses to me both in Jerusalem,
and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and to the uttermost part of the earth.
Romans 5:5
And hope makes not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given to us.


From Adger to Orange Beach

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I am going to write several posts within the next few days about different aspects of the trip so far… This is the “logistics” and “events” post… Saturday morning we left The Lighthouse Marina in Adger quite early and proceeded to Tuscaloosa to wait on Austin to get to us.  The boat IS NOT like a … Continue reading

The Door We’ve Been Waiting On…

Whew!  Lots to say.  If I ramble, please forgive me.

As we have waited on the Lord to move, we have been certain of a very few things.  We have been certain that he didn’t move us onto a boat for nothing.  We have been certain that when the time was right, HE would let us know.  And we have been certain that HIS love and mercy NEVER fail!  His mercy is shown to us on a daily basis…

There have been times when I have cried myself to sleep, thinking that HE can’t use us.  I have been angry that I was ready and HE wouldn’t move.  I have been jealous that other’s opportunities had come and we were still waiting.  Many of you have heard me say this time and again but we can’t NOT GO anymore. 

Long ago, when Steve and I were married, lots of people said that I was doing the wrong thing…that we would never work!   I was speaking to a gentleman from a missions organization about our “history” and he affirmed something I already knew.  WE WERE supposed to be together.  It’s been too RIGHT, for it not to be.  What hasn’t been right is that we have waited so long to “grow” spiritually to a point where we were ready and HE was ready to move us.

We have also come to know that we will probably always be a direct send of our church.  We don’t “fit” in any organizations “job description.”  We have been given a unique call…  (Has there ever been any question that we are different? HA!)

SO…The news is…

On June 8th  we will be boarding our boat and heading SOUTH…WAY SOUTH…

About a month ago after about 100 applications and resumes sent out, I received a phone call about a music job near Fort Lauderdale, Florida.  As the month has progressed it has been made clear that this IS the door that we were intended for!

I’ll be updating more soon but please keep us and our families and friends in your prayers!  we wou ld REALLY appreciate it!

Just as an aside…we are having a benefit yard sale at 3989 Paradise Lane, Bessemer, Alabama 35022 on Friday and Saturday 5/31 and 6/1  from 7-4…Hope to see you there!

Southern Sweet Tea

Never really had any notion of sweet tea being spiritual…I don’t really think so now, well, not really anyway.

I was in the car in the quiet this morning and was praying.  Something dawned on me.  As I asked the Lord to empty me of all my “me” and fill me up with HIM, I thought about a glass of sweet tea.

Think of it this way…

You have a cup of tea, filled to the rim.  You add ice and quite a bit of it.  Where does the tea go?  It spills over right?

I pray that I might be that glass and Christ is the tea that fills me up.  Then, no matter what stresses and things happen during the day that are added to the glass, only Christ spills out.

What about you?

My Mom

Please keep my mom in your prayers.  Long story short…

She has degenerative disc disease and has had MANY surgeries on different parts of her back and neck.  In early February she had a cyst removed from her spinal column and began having a spinal fluid leak.  This leak wasn’t discovered until 8 days later.  She then a surgery to repair the leak.  The surgery that was supposed to take about an hour ended up almost 4 hours long.  To quote the doctor he said her dura (the covering of the spinal cord) was about like suturing wet toilet paper.  She was flat on her back for 5 days after that surgery and then in the hospital a couple of more days.

Last week on Friday, at her doctor’s appointment, Dr. Maher drew 60 CCs of spinal fluid out of a “puddle” that has accumulated from another leak.  Today she has been admitted and will have a MRI and a CAT scan tonight.  She is scheduled for another surgery tomorrow.  Her biggest threat is from infection.  PLEASE pray that infection will stay away and that they will be able to successfully repair that area of her dura this time.

Que Sera Sera?

“For I know the plans I have for you says the Lord, plans for good and not to harm you, to give you a future and a hope.” – Jeremiah 29:11

Our family verse…

This verse first came to my mind’s attention as I was sitting in church one Sunday (a long time ago) and we were singing…

 “Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom”

This song was an incredible testimony to me at that time…you see, I was the foster mom to an incredible little baby.  This young boy had just finished his last dose of methadone and we had begun the final phase of his withdrawal from a horrific addiction.  As I sang this song in church that day I realized I was singing about him.  This little boy God had placed in our home….  Our Heavenly Father placed him in our lives and knew exactly where he needed to be to face the horrendous situation he had been and was about to confront head-on…

He was my lightening bolt and he still is…He’s my son!  God officially gave him to us two years ago (this coming July) when his adoption became complete and legal…

God knew the importance of those days, but I didn’t.  I was so worried about what would happen to him, that at times I would try to take over the plan God had.  I gave it over!  Que Sera Sera…whatever will be, will be…God knows what the big picture looks like.  Let HIM be the one to paint it!

Fast forward…today!

I am facing a situation and a struggle that I’ve never, after 16 years of teaching, had to deal with before.  At this point I don’t know where this situation will lead.  My prayer (and I hope yours too) will be that I can say “Que Sera, Sera God”…please let whatever you would have be, be!  Paint this a beautiful picture!

Cast the First Stone?

I have typed and re-typed words for this blog post many times over the last few days.  I have typed them on my computer keyboard….I have typed them in my head…I have pushed the backspace and delete keys more times than you could count.  Why?  It is simply because I have been struggling with addressing a topic that has taken over today’s media.  I am writing today because of something I was reminded of this morning.  That reminder came in the form of a scripture that was spoken on a local radio station.  In Matthew 10:33 we are given “But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father who is in heaven.”  I was given a longing to write and I have fought lately about addressing this HOWEVER I cannot deny what Jesus has so plainly laid out before us in scripture.

Marriage “Equality”…whew…I said it!  There are probably three groups of people reading this post…The first group says “WE ARE RIGHT!  Gay and Lesbians should be given the opportunity to marry whomever they wish!”

The second group says “NO!  WE ARE RIGHT!  Only a man and woman should be allowed to marry!”

Then there is the third group that says “Oh come on…just hush about this already (I do OR don’t believe in this issue but)…I’m sick of hearing about it!”

So here is what I have to say…

Lying

Stealing

Adultery

Murder

Gluttony

Greed

Envy

Pride

Homosexuality

They’re all sins…The Bible clearly outlines all of these as sins.  You have Old Testament examples and New Testament examples.  As a protestant Christian, I believe that each Testament represents a different covenant.  Moses lived under the law.  God’s people were supposed to do certain things, eat certain things, sacrifice certain things in a certain manner.  In the Old Testament we see examples such as Sodom and Gomorrah.

Genesis 18 and 19 shares this:

“Chapter 18 The Lord appeared to Abraham near the great trees of Mamre while he was sitting at the entrance to his tent in the heat of the day. 2 Abraham looked up and saw three men standing nearby. When he saw them, he hurried from the entrance of his tent to meet them and bowed low to the ground.

3 He said, “If I have found favor in your eyes, my lord,[a] do not pass your servant by. 4 Let a little water be brought, and then you may all wash your feet and rest under this tree. 5 Let me get you something to eat, so you can be refreshed and then go on your way—now that you have come to your servant.”

“Very well,” they answered, “do as you say.”

6 So Abraham hurried into the tent to Sarah. “Quick,” he said, “get three seahs of the finest flour and knead it and bake some bread.”

7 Then he ran to the herd and selected a choice, tender calf and gave it to a servant, who hurried to prepare it. 8 He then brought some curds and milk and the calf that had been prepared, and set these before them. While they ate, he stood near them under a tree.

9 “Where is your wife Sarah?” they asked him.

“There, in the tent,” he said.

10 Then one of them said, “I will surely return to you about this time next year, and Sarah your wife will have a son.”

Now Sarah was listening at the entrance to the tent, which was behind him. 11 Abraham and Sarah were already very old, and Sarah was past the age of childbearing. 12 So Sarah laughed to herself as she thought, “After I am worn out and my lord is old, will I now have this pleasure?”

13 Then the Lord said to Abraham, “Why did Sarah laugh and say, ‘Will I really have a child, now that I am old?’ 14 Is anything too hard for the Lord? I will return to you at the appointed time next year, and Sarah will have a son.”

15 Sarah was afraid, so she lied and said, “I did not laugh.”

But he said, “Yes, you did laugh.”

Abraham Pleads for Sodom

16 When the men got up to leave, they looked down toward Sodom, and Abraham walked along with them to see them on their way. 17 Then the Lord said, “Shall I hide from Abraham what I am about to do? 18 Abraham will surely become a great and powerful nation, and all nations on earth will be blessed through him.[c] 19 For I have chosen him, so that he will direct his children and his household after him to keep the way of the Lord by doing what is right and just, so that the Lord will bring about for Abraham what he has promised him.”

20 Then the Lord said, “The outcry against Sodom and Gomorrah is so great and their sin so grievous 21 that I will go down and see if what they have done is as bad as the outcry that has reached me. If not, I will know.”

22 The men turned away and went toward Sodom, but Abraham remained standing before the Lord.[d] 23 Then Abraham approached him and said: “Will you sweep away the righteous with the wicked? 24 What if there are fifty righteous people in the city? Will you really sweep it away and not spare[e] the place for the sake of the fifty righteous people in it? 25 Far be it from you to do such a thing—to kill the righteous with the wicked, treating the righteous and the wicked alike. Far be it from you! Will not the Judge of all the earth do right?”

26 The Lord said, “If I find fifty righteous people in the city of Sodom, I will spare the whole place for their sake.”

27 Then Abraham spoke up again: “Now that I have been so bold as to speak to the Lord, though I am nothing but dust and ashes, 28 what if the number of the righteous is five less than fifty? Will you destroy the whole city for lack of five people?”

“If I find forty-five there,” he said, “I will not destroy it.”

29 Once again he spoke to him, “What if only forty are found there?”

He said, “For the sake of forty, I will not do it.”

30 Then he said, “May the Lord not be angry, but let me speak. What if only thirty can be found there?”

He answered, “I will not do it if I find thirty there.”

31 Abraham said, “Now that I have been so bold as to speak to the Lord, what if only twenty can be found there?”

He said, “For the sake of twenty, I will not destroy it.”

32 Then he said, “May the Lord not be angry, but let me speak just once more. What if only ten can be found there?”

He answered, “For the sake of ten, I will not destroy it.”

33 When the Lord had finished speaking with Abraham, he left, and Abraham returned home.

Sodom and Gomorrah Destroyed

Chapter 19 The two angels arrived at Sodom in the evening, and Lot was sitting in the gateway of the city. When he saw them, he got up to meet them and bowed down with his face to the ground. 2 “My lords,” he said, “please turn aside to your servant’s house. You can wash your feet and spend the night and then go on your way early in the morning.”

“No,” they answered, “we will spend the night in the square.”

3 But he insisted so strongly that they did go with him and entered his house. He prepared a meal for them, baking bread without yeast, and they ate. 4 Before they had gone to bed, all the men from every part of the city of Sodom—both young and old—surrounded the house. 5 They called to Lot, “Where are the men who came to you tonight? Bring them out to us so that we can have sex with them.”

6 Lot went outside to meet them and shut the door behind him 7 and said, “No, my friends. Don’t do this wicked thing. 8 Look, I have two daughters who have never slept with a man. Let me bring them out to you, and you can do what you like with them. But don’t do anything to these men, for they have come under the protection of my roof.”

9 “Get out of our way,” they replied. “This fellow came here as a foreigner, and now he wants to play the judge! We’ll treat you worse than them.” They kept bringing pressure on Lot and moved forward to break down the door.

10 But the men inside reached out and pulled Lot back into the house and shut the door. 11 Then they struck the men who were at the door of the house, young and old, with blindness so that they could not find the door.

12 The two men said to Lot, “Do you have anyone else here—sons-in-law, sons or daughters, or anyone else in the city who belongs to you? Get them out of here, 13 because we are going to destroy this place. The outcry to the Lord against its people is so great that he has sent us to destroy it.”

14 So Lot went out and spoke to his sons-in-law, who were pledged to marry[a] his daughters. He said, “Hurry and get out of this place, because the Lord is about to destroy the city!” But his sons-in-law thought he was joking.

15 With the coming of dawn, the angels urged Lot, saying, “Hurry! Take your wife and your two daughters who are here, or you will be swept away when the city is punished.”

16 When he hesitated, the men grasped his hand and the hands of his wife and of his two daughters and led them safely out of the city, for the Lord was merciful to them. 17 As soon as they had brought them out, one of them said, “Flee for your lives! Don’t look back, and don’t stop anywhere in the plain! Flee to the mountains or you will be swept away!”

18 But Lot said to them, “No, my lords,[b] please! 19 Your[c] servant has found favor in your[d] eyes, and you[e] have shown great kindness to me in sparing my life. But I can’t flee to the mountains; this disaster will overtake me, and I’ll die. 20 Look, here is a town near enough to run to, and it is small. Let me flee to it—it is very small, isn’t it? Then my life will be spared.”

21 He said to him, “Very well, I will grant this request too; I will not overthrow the town you speak of. 22 But flee there quickly, because I cannot do anything until you reach it.” (That is why the town was called Zoar.[f])

23 By the time Lot reached Zoar, the sun had risen over the land. 24 Then the Lord rained down burning sulfur on Sodom and Gomorrah—from the Lord out of the heavens. 25 Thus he overthrew those cities and the entire plain, destroying all those living in the cities—and also the vegetation in the land. 26 But Lot’s wife looked back, and she became a pillar of salt.

27 Early the next morning Abraham got up and returned to the place where he had stood before the Lord. 28 He looked down toward Sodom and Gomorrah, toward all the land of the plain, and he saw dense smoke rising from the land, like smoke from a furnace.

29 So when God destroyed the cities of the plain, he remembered Abraham, and he brought Lot out of the catastrophe that overthrew the cities where Lot had lived.”

God destroyed a whole city because not even TEN people could be found that weren’t righteous.  They were entering into unions that weren’t holy.  Man marrying and / or having relations with man…

Now…I have friends who have brought up the fact that was Old Testament and if I am a born again Christian then that was the old covenant and they’ve even gone as far as to tell me that there is nothing in the New Testament about such things.  That if we have grace then we (and I’m paraphrasing what they have told me) can be forgiven of whatever sin we have!  YES!!!! I’ll shout that YES!!!!  But homosexuality is still a SIN!!!!!  Let Jesus come and cleanse you…beg for HIS forgiveness….

Just for clarification about the scripture thing though….

1 Corinthians 6

9 Or do you not know that wrongdoers will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor men who have sex with men 10 nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God. 11 And that is what some of you were. But you were washed, you were sanctified, you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God.

Romans 1

God’s Wrath Against Sinful Humanity

18 The wrath of God is being revealed from heaven against all the godlessness and wickedness of people, who suppress the truth by their wickedness, 19 since what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. 20 For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that people are without excuse.

21 For although they knew God, they neither glorified him as God nor gave thanks to him, but their thinking became futile and their foolish hearts were darkened. 22 Although they claimed to be wise, they became fools 23 and exchanged the glory of the immortal God for images made to look like a mortal human being and birds and animals and reptiles.

24 Therefore God gave them over in the sinful desires of their hearts to sexual impurity for the degrading of their bodies with one another. 25 They exchanged the truth about God for a lie, and worshiped and served created things rather than the Creator—who is forever praised. Amen.

26 Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts. Even their women exchanged natural sexual relations for unnatural ones. 27 In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another. Men committed shameful acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their error.

28 Furthermore, just as they did not think it worthwhile to retain the knowledge of God, so God gave them over to a depraved mind, so that they do what ought not to be done. 29 They have become filled with every kind of wickedness, evil, greed and depravity. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit and malice. They are gossips, 30 slanderers, God-haters, insolent, arrogant and boastful; they invent ways of doing evil; they disobey their parents; 31 they have no understanding, no fidelity, no love, no mercy. 32 Although they know God’s righteous decree that those who do such things deserve death, they not only continue to do these very things but also approve of those who practice them.

Now with all that being said…LOVE ONE ANOTHER!  That’s what Jesus’ whole message was about.  A love so GREAT that even though we were sinful (ARE SINFUL…EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US) God sent HIS ONLY son to die on the cross…WHY?

I have NO clue why except for an extreme love for you and me…You see, sin and God cannot cohabitate…we are ALL sinners.  So the blood of Jesus covers that sin….

Finally think about this, whatever position you take…

John 8 1 but Jesus went to the Mount of Olives.

2 At dawn he appeared again in the temple courts, where all the people gathered around him, and he sat down to teach them. 3 The teachers of the law and the Pharisees brought in a woman caught in adultery. They made her stand before the group 4 and said to Jesus, “Teacher, this woman was caught in the act of adultery. 5 In the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women. Now what do you say?” 6 They were using this question as a trap, in order to have a basis for accusing him.

But Jesus bent down and started to write on the ground with his finger. 7 When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, “Let any one of you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.” 8 Again he stooped down and wrote on the ground.

9 At this, those who heard began to go away one at a time, the older ones first, until only Jesus was left, with the woman still standing there. 10 Jesus straightened up and asked her, “Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?”

11 “No one, sir,” she said.

“Then neither do I condemn you,” Jesus declared. “Go now and leave your life of sin.”

(Whether that’s homosexuality or using someone else’s copy paper in the copier at work!)